In my life, there are few people to whom I 'still' call bcoz somewhere deep down inside, I don't want those relationships to be ruined. Sometimes the calls made are obligatory & sometimes to just show that I am concerned about their well-being.
Many of them live in the illusion of being too important and special, that they never answer calls & then claim to the world how they are so COOL and wanted, that people call and yet they never answer. It's hilarious and a little disgusting too.
Still, I think people who DO care, will hang in there and understand. Many times, I hang on to such relationships for too long, not because there will be no one better in my life. It is just because I DO care and I don't want to regret that I gave up so early.
Everyone needs their time. Sometimes I need mine, sometimes you need yours. We all deserve the time that we can spend in solace. But, ill-treating people in the name of 'being busy' and then showcasing your arrogance as a victory is pathetic.
Till now, I have lost a lot of people due to ego's of their. I can't satisfy your ego for long. For me, it is all about relationships and affection. As long as you respect the fact that I am present and as long as I CAN respect you, I will stay firmly, else I will leave.
I am very well aware that even I am NOT special, but I do have a heart that believes in being nice to people and caring for them. I am sure this is the thing which people in my life will miss, when I am gone. Everything else about me is total shit (^_~)
Being cold is one thing, but it's not cool. If you are proud of it, I feel sorry about that.
I cherish such people in my life, coz MY people mean to me. I am going stand by them, as long as I CAN.
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